I Like Your Pheromones

In the next few days, when he thought of the inhibitor, Duan Jiayan always couldn\'t help but part of his mind. He recalled how Lu Xingci looked when he talked to him in a noisy Internet cafe.

Subtle mood.

Each other\'s tenderness is like a net, which binds him a little. Duan Jiayan realized late that some things had gradually become uncontrollable.

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After the parents\' meeting, Fu Yuan was busy preparing to move to Haicheng. She was scheduled to leave at the weekend, and Duan Jiayan had time to see her off at the airport.

But on Wednesday morning, he Yunshen\'s condition suddenly deteriorated. The doctor suggested that it was best to transfer to Haicheng hospital as soon as possible. Fu Yuan could only buy a ticket for the day.

Duan Jiayan was still in class when he received a call from Fu Yuan.

Fu Yuan first called him, then probably realized that he couldn\'t answer now, cut off the phone and sent it to wechat:

[ah ye, Yunshen\'s condition is getting worse. I discussed with uncle he and decided to fly to Haicheng in the afternoon.]

Duan Jiayan saw the news and quickly replied: "what time do you leave?"

Fu Yuan: [4:50 p.m.]

She hesitated for a while and sent another message: [it takes two or three hours from school to the airport. It\'s too troublesome. You have a good class. Mom will go back to Ningcheng to accompany you for the new year next month.]

Duan Jiayan said directly: [I\'ll come and see you off.]

After sending the message, Duan Jiayan looked at the time.

It\'s almost three o\'clock. Class is over in ten minutes. It takes him about an hour from school to the airport.

After class, Duan Jiayan said to Song Yi, "I\'ll see my mother off at the airport. If a teacher asks me in the afternoon, please take a leave for me."

Song Yilian hurriedly asked, "isn\'t it a weekend for aunt to go now?"

Duan Jiayan: "he Yunshen is too ill."

With that, he opened the back door and went out of the classroom.

Lu Xingci watched him leave, as if thoughtful.

When Duan Jiayan left, Chen Yue whispered, "his home..."

Lu Xingci shook his head, indicating that he didn\'t know.

When Duan Jiayan arrived at the airport, he just caught up with Fu Yuan and they checked in.

At this time, there are not many passengers in the airport. The sun poured down from above, shining the gray and white airport hall clearly and brightly.

Duan Jiayan first saw he Yunshen.

He was too conspicuous. The thin little boy was sitting in a wheelchair and his skin was pale. The passengers would look in his direction more or less.

Duan Jiayan walked there in two or three steps.

Fu Yuan and he Cheng are changing boarding passes. He Yunshen sees him at first sight.

"Brother!" His voice was loud and his eyes lit up.

With his greeting, Fu Yuan and he Cheng also turned their heads. The former shouted Duan Jiayan: "ah Ye."

Duan Jiayan went over and said, "Mom, uncle he."

He stretched out his hand and slightly rubbed He Yun\'s deep head: "children."

The staff motioned to He Cheng, "Sir, please put your luggage on the conveyor belt."

Duan Jiayan looked at the suitcase beside he Cheng\'s feet and reached for it.

He Cheng didn\'t react as quickly as he did. He stopped him: "I\'ll come, I\'ll come."

Before he spoke, Duan Jiayan had put his luggage on the conveyor belt. He Cheng hurriedly said, "thank you."

"It\'s all right." Duan Jiayan asked, "how long have you been through security?"

Fu Yuan: "wait 20 minutes."

Knowing that Duan Jiayan came from school, he Cheng looked at Fu Yuan and said to Duan Jiayan, "do you need to talk alone?"

He Yun deeply glanced: "I also want to talk to my brother."

Duan Jiayan smiled: "what do you want to tell me? Say I\'m handsome."

He Yun nodded deeply and was very serious: "my brother is very handsome."

Duan Jiayan teased the little animal and scratched his chin: "OK, your brother remembered."

Fu Yuan looked at the interaction between the two children and felt a little sad.

Fu Yuan said in a low voice, "it will cool down after a while. If the dormitory is cold, you will go home. If you don\'t want to be alone, ask song whether you want to live at home with you."

Duan Jiayan nodded.

Fu Yuan: "if you don\'t want to come over on the new year\'s day, I\'ll go to Ningcheng -"

Duan Jiayan interrupted her: "I\'ll come to Haicheng for the new year."

Fu Yuan was slightly stunned and nodded.

She rambled on about a lot of trivial things related to daily life. Fu Yuan seldom told him so. Duan Jiayan didn\'t feel bored listening.

It\'s been twenty minutes talking like this.

However, the security check may not catch up with the boarding. Duan Jiayan looked at He Cheng\'s mobile phone several times, but he was embarrassed to urge them, and took the initiative to say, "Mom, let\'s go."

Fu Yuan also looked at the time.

"Well," she said, hesitating for a moment, reaching out and hugging Duan Jiayan, "take care of yourself."

Feeling her warm breath, Duan Jiayan also hugged her and whispered.

Suddenly.

A voice broke the calm.

"Brother, I\'m sorry."

I\'m sorry that he didn\'t have a head. The other three people were stunned.

Duan Jiayan first reacted. He looked at him quietly and congratulated himself on Yunshen. The latter eyelashes tremble and appear a little hesitant.

He Yunshen seems not sure whether he should say this to Duan Jiayan.

For the clear eyes above, a corner of Duan Jiayan\'s heart collapsed without warning.

There seemed to be a high wall between him and he Yunshen. After the apology, it suddenly collapsed, but there was nothing on the other side of the wall.

His heart became empty and blank, but also extremely heavy.

Fu Yuan moved her lips, trembling and speechless.

Duan Jiayan was silent for a long time and squatted down slowly.

He and he Yunshen looked straight at the little boy with dark eyes. Duan Jiayan said word by word, "you should grow up healthily."

He did not mention the apology, nor did he ask why he Yunshen apologized.

For a moment, they had a strange tacit understanding like ordinary and tacit brothers.

He knows why he Yunshen apologized. He Yunshen felt that Fu Yuan followed her to Ningcheng and stole Duan Jiayan\'s love.

When Duan Jiayan was about the same age as he Yunshen, he had a similar idea.

He Cheng and he Yunshen appear, so that Fu Yuan has to devote her energy to her new family. Sometimes it\'s natural to ignore Duan Jiayan.

Not without complaining, not without disappointment.

But when Duan Jiayan grew up and looked at his sick brother, he gradually knew that not all things can be simply measured by loss and gain.

"Well, let\'s go." Duan Jiayan stood up and said, "when the new year comes, my brother will come to Haicheng to see you."

When Fu Yuan heard this, she could still hold her emotions, as if she suddenly had an outlet.

Her eyes slowly turned red.

Fu Yuan looked at Duan Jiayan and said in a trembling voice, "I told you before, just study hard. It\'s the most important for you to have a happy life."

She repeated: "ah ye, you are happy every day and grow up healthily... That\'s enough."

Duan Jiayan answered and smiled at her: "I\'m very happy every day."

Afraid of her sadness, Duan Jiayan gently clasped her shoulder and pushed forward: "let\'s go. We won\'t be able to catch the plane in a while."

Fu Yuan seemed to be suddenly stimulated. Originally, her reddish eyes gradually deepened. Seeing her tears swirling in her eyes, Duan Jiayan couldn\'t bear it. He simply turned to look at He Cheng: "uncle he, you go."

He Cheng promised in a low voice and patted Fu Yuan on the back.

When they\'re gone.

Duan Jiayan no longer looked over there. He took back his sight and turned his back.

The radio in the airport rang from time to time to remind passengers flying everywhere to get ready for boarding.

At that moment, Duan Jiayan suddenly realized that he had no relatives in the city.

He will maintain such a living condition for more than a year or even longer.

After a long time, he closed his eyes.

-

After coming out of the airport, Duan Jiayan took a taxi back to school.

He didn\'t know what supported him to the gate of a lieutenant colonel. He walked back to the ten class door and dreamt that Zhou Hangchen heard the voice: "I heard that someone had been running seventy or eighty miles in the 100 miles yesterday, though not hundreds, but it was very fucking great. This year the organizers also provide fluorescent spray. It should be fun."

Duan Jiayan pushed the back door open.

When Zhou Xingchen saw him coming in, he eagerly said hello: "Duan Jiayan, where have you been?"

Duan Jiayan whispered, "see my mother off at the airport."

Zhou Xingchen didn\'t find anything wrong: "is your mother on a business trip?"

Duan Jiayan shook his head and nodded again.

He sat in his seat and pulled his cell phone with his head down. Seeing his abnormal appearance, Zhou Xingchen realized that Duan Jiayan was not in the right mood, and subconsciously looked at Lu Xing and said goodbye.

The latter looked at Duan Jiayan\'s back and didn\'t speak.

The chemistry representative began to hand out the test papers in large groups.

Duan Jiayan just remembered that he was going to have a weekly chemical test tonight. Thinking of this, Duan Jiayan lay directly on his desk.

He didn\'t want to take the exam, so he wanted to stay in a place so motionless.

He decided to sleep in the classroom. Let\'s talk about something when you wake up.

Just about to close his eyes, someone called his name behind him.

Duan Jiayan turned around.

Lu Xingci looked down at him. When he noticed that Duan Jiayan had almost no emotion on his face, Lu Xingci asked, "what\'s the matter?"

"Nothing." Duan Jiayan opened his eyes slightly and didn\'t look at him: "I\'m sleepy and want to sleep for a while."

When he finished, he thought Lu Xingci wouldn\'t care about him. Unexpectedly, the latter asked, "Why are you sleepy?"

Duan Jiayan: "

As usual, he was a man who knew everything. At present, he showed abnormal persistence in the face of an excuse that they both knew was perfunctory.

Duan Jiayan didn\'t want to involve him in his emotions. He whispered, "I\'m sleepy."

Lu Xingci didn\'t speak.

Duan Jiayan just got ready to lie down again. The man behind him reached out and pinched his shoulder. His strength was very light: "do you want to go out to play?"

-

At the beginning of the hundred mile night run, Duan Jiayan thought it was a little incredible.

On Wednesday night, the first monitor of their grade gave up the weekly chemical test and stood near the university city with him, waiting for a thousand people night run.

In the classroom before, after Duan Jiayan nodded, Lu Xingci went out of the classroom with him. Duan Jiayan was about to ask him what to play. The latter showed him the publicity page of running for hundreds of miles and nights on his mobile phone.

Duan Jiayan can play anything. He just doesn\'t want to continue lying alone in the classroom.

Seeing Duan Jiayan\'s consent, Lu Xingci reported his name on his mobile phone. They almost signed up against the deadline.

Most of the people who sign up for night running are college students, and some are office workers. When several college girls around gave out fluorescent rings, they saw Duan Jiayan and Lu Xingci and simply sent them a few.

Duan Jiayan thought about whether to wear this thing on his wrist. It seemed a little silly to wear it. It didn\'t seem to have an atmosphere.

I\'m hesitating.

A voice came and said with some surprise: "classmate Duan Jiayan"

Duan Jiayan looked back and saw teacher he.

Mr. He was even more surprised when he saw Lu Xingci: "you don\'t have class tonight."

Duan Jiayan touched his nose and wondered if he should say he was skipping class. Unexpectedly, Mr. He straightened it out in his mind and suddenly realized: "you two are running out on a date."

Duan Jiayan: "

Lu Xingci: "

Seeing that they were silent, Mr. He thought the two children were frightened by themselves, "Don\'t worry, don\'t worry, I won\'t report to Director Jiang. I don\'t think the same with him. I saw your story on the forum. I think it\'s a good thing. Love was the simplest when you were a student, and your grades were improving together. There\'s nothing wrong with each other."

Duan Jiayan: "

Duan jiayanxin said that you also watch the high school students\' forum, which is very trendy.

Teacher he frowned: "but you skip class..."

Lu Xingci suddenly said, "teacher he, we just want to go out for a long run to relax because we have too much learning pressure."

Duan Jiayan saw him open his mouth and quickly connected: "yes, yes, we usually don\'t have a few physical education classes. He has been worried every day since he was the first in the city last time. Even if he was overtaken one day, I want to go out with him to relax so as not to make him stupid."

Lu Xingci pulled his lips and cooperated with Duan Jiayan: "he got 500 last time and was worried about falling down. We just... Accompany each other to ease up."

Duan Jiayan also praised teacher he: "teacher, you teach sports. You must understand our students best. Sports is the best way to relieve pressure."

"Now high school students are really under too much pressure," Mr. he sighed as he shook his head. Looking at these two, he really didn\'t feel very easy: "it\'s not bad to relax occasionally."

Duan Jiayan breathed a sigh of relief when he went to get the fluorescent stick with one eye open and one eye closed.

Just then, a staff member nearby held up the liquid fluorescent agent jar and walked all the way for someone to take it.

I saw many people spray fluorescence on their arms and legs, and some on their clothes. Duan Jiayan also reached for a can of fluorescence.

He was thinking about how to spray it. Suddenly, he saw the roadside star and pressed his cell phone twice.

A sudden idea ran into my head. This idea is somewhat inappropriate, but because of it, Duan Jiayan began to get excited.

Just like walking around in front of Mr. He just now, those bad emotions gave way to this excitement, like a paved road in front of us. As long as you go forward, you can touch the moon at the end of the road.

He shouldn\'t have done it, but he wanted to.

He bowed his head and sprayed a pattern on the back of his hand.

After completion, Duan Jiayan enjoyed it for a while and felt very satisfied.

"Do you look good?" Duan Jiayan raised the back of his hand and asked Lu Xingci.

That\'s a star.

golden.

Lu Xingci looked at the stars on the back of his hand, slightly lowered his body, caught his eyes, and his voice had an inexplicable meaning: "Why are stars?"

Boys speak slowly, containing ambiguous hints.

"Because I want to." After the unexplained excitement, Duan Jiayan also understood how unruly his behavior was. There was a panic in his heart. He hung his eyelids, but it was like trying to cover up: "don\'t think about it."

"I haven\'t had time to think about what this has to do with my name." Lu Xing said slowly, "you remind me."

"……"

"Good looking." Lu Xingci said and looked at him straightly. His dark eyes revealed a little desire: "it\'s so beautiful. I want it."

It\'s obviously praising the fluorescent star in his hand.

But Lu Xingci wanted to, but Duan Jiayan\'s thought deviated. His ear seemed to have been stabbed, and suddenly it was a little hot.

Lu Xingci saw that he didn\'t move. He stretched his arm forward and exposed the back of his white hand: "draw one for me, too."

He has a wide back of his hand, slender knuckles and raised green tendons.

When Duan Jiayan saw him reach out and spray liquid fluorescence on the back of his hand, his fingers shook inexplicably.

This directly led Duan Jiayan to finally spray out, not like a star, but like a pool of overturned paint.

Duan Jiayan stopped spraying and looked at the messy patterns on the back of each other\'s hands. He was rarely ashamed: "why don\'t you mend it yourself?"

Almost as soon as his voice fell, the countdown of night running sounded.

"Ten, nine, eight -"

Lu Xingci looked at this thing on the back of his hand.

"That\'s it." He smiled: "quite creative."

Everyone around is counting down:

"Seven, six, five, four -"

Duan Jiayan didn\'t see him laugh for the first time.

He knows that Lu Xingci looks good. After all, he is liked by so many people. The title of school grass is not in vain.

But curious.

At that moment, he smiled so carelessly. For Duan Jiayan, he jumped out of all the frames.

Beyond the boundaries of classmates and even friends, it has become three-dimensional and vivid.

"Three, two, one -"

With a shot.

The night running crowd rushed forward.