BXBX NOVEL Chapter 377: She Left
Chapter 377: She Left
No wonder he felt that she had become much thinner and haggard after returning from abroad. It turned out that she…
She looked at the medical record again. The date of the miscarriage was the night he went abroad.
His pupils constricted violently, and his knuckles turned white.” Qiao Ran, you…” Was it the night I left?”
He suddenly understood why she had called him to ask if he could go back to the hotel. He also suddenly understood why she had missed his call after he turned on his phone!
Qiao Ran quietly watched the change in expression on Qin Fang’s face. There was no expression on her face, and a faint sneer flashed across her lips.
Qin Fang saw that Qiao Ran was unusually calm, as if nothing had happened. His heart tightened, and an unprecedented fear spread to his limbs and bones.
He took two steps forward, grabbed Qiao Ran’s slender shoulders, and pulled her into his arms.
Almost instantly, Qiao Ran broke free and took the medical record from his hand.
She tore the medical record into pieces in front of him and threw them into the trash can.
If she kept these, it meant that she still couldn’t let go of the past. However, she had sent him everything that he had given her and destroyed all the traces of her fathering his child.
She was really going to end it with him!
Qin Fang couldn’t help but panic.
Ran Ran, I didn’t know. I’m sorry…”
Qin Fang felt an indescribable discomfort in his heart. His throat felt as if it was being tightly pinched by an invisible hand, making him feel extremely blocked.
Looking at the vexed and pained expression on Qin Fang’s face, Qiao Ran closed her eyes and opened them again. With some difficulty, she said,” Qin Fang, who are you pretending to be in pain and blaming yourself for?”
Qin Fang opened his mouth to say something, but found that he couldn’t say a word.
She wasn’t far from him, and he could pull her into his arms as long as he reached out.
However, his arm was as heavy as lead.
Was he still qualified?
His actions had already made her disheartened!
“Qin Fang, even if you knew that I was going to have a miscarriage that night, you would still choose to go abroad when faced with Qin Xi who had a car accident, right?”
Qin Fang’s tall body trembled violently.
He shook his head. If I knew that you had a miscarriage, I would have stayed by your side…”
Qiao Ran looked at him steadily. She thought that after a few days of calming down, her mood would be better. However, when she faced him, she still felt a tearing pain and discomfort.
She clearly knew that there were some things that she did not need to say, but she still said them.
“You turned off your phone on the way to the airport because you didn’t want me to contact you, right?”
Qiao Ran’s words made Qin Fang’s tall body take a few steps back.
He pursed his lips tightly, and his eyes turned red.
He wanted to deny that it wasn’t what Qiao Ran said, but could he continue to lie to her?
No!
The girl who loved him wholeheartedly had experienced the most painful moment of her life.
When she needed him the most, he was not by her side. Was he still going to defend himself with a glib tongue?
He didn’t have the face to lie to her!
Qiao Ran saw the changes in Qin Fang’s emotions. Even though she knew who he really cared about, when everything was ruthlessly torn apart and revealed its true side, she still felt hurt and bleeding!
Even if he had known that she was going to have a miscarriage, he would still have gone abroad when faced with the choice of Qin Xi’s life and death in the car accident!
This was the difference between love and not love!
Who could she blame?
He could only blame himself!
He knew that their relationship wasn’t equal. He was only greedy for her body. Perhaps he liked her a little, but she was definitely not the person in his heart!
The child that she had aborted as soon as she found out was perhaps God punishing her for not loving herself.
On the night of the graduation party, if she had forced herself to break free, the two of them would not have had any subsequent developments.
She was the one who was greedy for his embrace, his kiss, and his breath.
She unconsciously sank. She had easily handed herself over to him!
Weren’t men all like that? The easier it was to get something, the less they would cherish it.
In his heart, perhaps he was only an accessory to the other party. He took it for granted, and there was no surprise or preciousness to it!
Qin Fang lowered his eyes, and there was a strong sense of regret in them. His voice was so bitter that it seemed to come from the depths of his throat.” Qiao Ran, I don’t know how to make it up to you. Tell me, as long as I can do it, I’m willing to do it…”
Qiao Ran looked at his tense and handsome face. Her voice was calm and emotionless.” The best compensation is to stop pestering me!”
Qin Fang’s mind was in a mess. He closed his red eyes and shook his head.” Other than this, I promise you everything else!”
Qin Fang had never thought of separating from her. Now that he knew that she had a miscarriage, it was even more impossible for him to separate from her!
Qiao Ran knew Qin Fang’s personality, so she didn’t want him to know about the miscarriage.
He was not a completely bad person. Although he was a little chauvinistic, he also had a sense of responsibility.
Knowing that she had a miscarriage, he would definitely feel guilty and blame himself. He would not easily separate from her!
Qiao Ran was a little tired and didn’t want to argue with him, nor did she want to continue talking to him.
“Qin Fang, don’t let me look down on you!”
Qiao Ran turned to leave.
Qin Fang hugged her from behind and tightened his grip around her waist. His firm jaw rested on her shoulder.” Ran Ran, can you give me another chance? I know that there were many bad things about me in the past, and I didn’t put my heart and soul into our relationship, but I know I was wrong.”
When Qin Fang said these words, a trace of deep pain appeared in his eyes that even he himself did not notice.
Qiao Ran slowly pried Qin Fang’s hand away from her waist and took a few steps forward. She said coldly,” I’ve said it before, it’s impossible between us!”
She strode away, her slender figure carrying an unprecedented determination!
It was the weekend.
Qiao Ran arrived at the apartment that Wen Ruan and Ye Qingyu were renting.
The three of them ate hotpot together.
The last time they came here to eat hotpot, Qiao Ran and Qin Fang were still in their honeymoon period.
Now, the two of them were like fire and water.
Qiao Ran drank a bottle of beer for the first time, and a faint blush appeared on her fair cheeks.” I have something to tell you.””
Looking at Qiao Ran’s serious expression, Wen Ruan and Ye Qingyu’s eyes fell on her little face.” What’s wrong? Is it something important?””
“Our school has an exchange student quota for Country K. I submitted the application form and it has been approved.”
Wen Ruan and Ye Qingyu’s eyes were filled with surprise.
Wen Ruan grabbed Ye Qingyu’s little hand.” You’re going to school in Country K? For how long?”
” Two years, I’m going to be a little more!”
Initially, Qiao Ran didn’t plan to go, but recently, Qin Fang had been coming to school to look for her whenever he had time, which had seriously affected her studies and life.
Most of the time, Qiao Ran was a soft-hearted and easy-going person.
However, such a person would not easily make a decision. Once he made a decision, he would not easily turn back!
She had already made a mistake in dating Qin Fang once. She would not let herself make a mistake a second time!
He was pestering her now because he felt guilty towards her, but she did not need it.
The best ending was to separate and be happy!
Wen Ruan and Ye Qingyu looked at each other. Since Qiao Ran had already made up her mind, they couldn’t say anything more!
Especially Wen Ruan. She knew how much Qiao Ran liked Qin Fang. Even though Qin Fang wasn’t by her side during the miscarriage, she didn’t hold any resentment against Qin Fang. She even understood his dreams and pursuits!
What crushed her was that Qin Fang had gone to another girl’s side on the night of her miscarriage. It was also because Qin Fang did not like her that much at all!
Wen Ruan patted the back of Qiao Ran’s hand.” If you’ve thought about it, then do it. Yu ‘er and I will always be your best friends.””
Ye Qingyu nodded.” I’ll visit you with Ran Ran during the holidays.”
Qiao Ran held their hands and smiled.” Okay, thank you.””
Because of the closed-door training, Qin Fang couldn’t go out to look for Qiao Ran every day.
When he went to look for her again, it was already half a month later.
He bought breakfast and waited for Qiao Ran at the dormitory building.
After waiting for nearly half an hour, Qiao Ran’s roommates came down, but she was nowhere to be seen.
One of the roommates recognized Qin Fang. Seeing him standing there like a statue, he walked towards him.
“Are you looking for Qiao Ran?”
Qin Fang nodded.” Is she in the dormitory?”
“Don’t you know? Qiao Ran is going abroad today.”
With a bang, the breakfast in Qin Fang’s hand fell to the ground.
His cold face tensed up and his pupils constricted.” What did you say? Why is she going abroad?”
“She’s going abroad as an exchange student!”
Qin Fang’s heart suddenly ached!
After a few seconds, he finally reacted.” When is her flight?”
“She left for the airport an hour ago.”
Qin Fang turned around and ran.
He hailed a taxi at the school gate, paid the driver more money, and told the driver to hurry to the airport.
Unfortunately, there was a traffic jam on the way to the airport in the morning. When they were a few hundred meters away from the airport, the traffic jam became a long line.
Qin Fang paid the driver, pushed open the car door, and ran forward with his long legs.
He did not stop and ran to the airport lobby in one breath.
His face was anxious and flustered as he searched for Qiao Ran’s figure. However, people came and went, and he did not know where she was.
Qin Fang had never been so flustered and anxious before. He was like a headless fly with an empty heart. At this moment, he finally knew what he had really lost.!
“Qiao Ran! Qiao Ran!” He did not care about his image and shouted.
Countless images of the two of them together flashed through his mind. The shy look on his face when he was held in her arms, the look when she personally gave him the scarf she had knitted for him, the look when she stood on her tiptoes and gently wiped the rice off the corner of his mouth…
He had never thought that she would disappear from his world just like that!
Such a gentle little girl, why would she be so heartless when she was ruthless!
“Qiao Ran, come out. Don’t go, don’t go, okay?”