If You Could Hear My Heart

Mo Shuifu half-opened her bleary eyes, feeling somewhat at a loss.

Although she had worked at Weiyang for a while, she still didn’t understand.

Seeing only confusion in her eyes, Shen Shihan chuckled softly, kissing her eyes…

“You don’t know anything…” he said helplessly, as the fire within him grew stronger.

He undid all her clothes, his hand moving downward.

His movements made her tremble, “Don’t… Shen Shihan…”

“Shui Fu… give yourself to me… You don’t know what it’s like to love someone so deeply it pierces your soul,” he said.

“I…”

Before she could respond, he silenced her with a kiss. He didn’t want to hear her continue, he feared her response, he didn’t like it.

This fervent kiss made Mo Shuifu tremble incessantly, she hugged his back and silently endured.

“Shui Fu… I will marry you,” he gave her a solemn promise.

Shen Shihan was not one to toy with emotions, to play with women; if he said something, he would do it.

He would marry her.

He knew well that a woman hoped for a man to give her a promise.

Mo Shuifu heard his words; she didn’t know if he was drunk.

He was the third young master of the Shen Family; the woman he would marry in the future would certainly not be her.

Of course, all this had nothing to do with her…

Once her mother got a bit better, she would take her mother and disappear forever…

Tonight, she was merely repaying his kindness.

However, Shen Shihan noticed none of her thoughts; he was already lost.

“Shui Fu… Shui Fu…”

He called her name softly, waiting for her to be fully ready, then sank his hips…

“Hmm… it hurts…” Mo Shuifu clutched his back, her eyebrows furrowing together.

It hurt, truly hurt.

Tears flowed down the corners of her eyes, she didn’t know if it was from the pain or something else.

For over twenty years, she had never imagined her first man would be Shen Shihan.

With entangled interests, she gave herself to him, became his woman. From the beginning, there was no such thing as “love” between them.

He kissed away the tears at the corner of her eyes, whispering softly in her ear, “Shui Fu… endure it a little… don’t cry…”

He hated to see her tears; a girl like her deserved to be treated well by someone.

Mo Shuifu bit her lip and closed her eyes.

A sensual room, a night of indulgence.

The wind blew through the window lattices, producing a “whoosh” sound, and the curtains drew, the shadows flowing.

No one knew how much time passed, the night deepened, and only then did Shen Shihan hold her, not tormenting her anymore.

He wrapped the blanket around her, and as he looked down, he saw the red mark on the sheets.

“Shui Fu, I know you don’t believe me, but I still want to say, I love you, I’m serious,” Shen Shihan spoke so much to a woman for the first time.

He was not one for sweet nothings; he was just simply stating his thoughts.

He, a group vice president, now also felt at a loss.

He could command attention at the group, debate eloquently before others with an unchanged expression. However, now, he felt his words had lost their color.

Any more words were powerless and pale; he knew she did not believe him.

His fingertips wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes and tenderly stroked her hair.

As her hair entwined around his finger, he knew she was destined to be entangled with him for life.

“Third Young Master,” she raised her head.

Her eyes were still red, her large eyes misty.

“Hmm?”

“The debt I owe you has already exceeded one million,” she said.

She smiled faintly, but the smile made Shen Shihan’s heart skip a beat.

What did she want to say?

His heart suddenly throbbed, and his fingers twining her hair stopped.

“Third Young Master, I can’t repay your money. So, can we settle this tonight? I know I am being greedy. A girl’s first time nowadays isn’t worth a million. But…”

“Mo Shuifu!” he interrupted her, anger rising, teeth clenched, hands trembling.

“Third Young Master…”

“Shut the fuck up!” Shen Shihan was thoroughly enraged, pinning her shoulders down, “Hah, Mo Shuifu… was this your plan tonight? You got me drunk, and you never even refused me, was this it?”

“Listen to me…”

“Mo Shuifu, I fucking ask you, is it?!”

He was annoyed, his shaking hands grabbing her shoulders as though they could dig in.

He was usually so smart, but when drunk, his wits were clouded.

Yes, she was so compliant tonight, even silent, without resistance. He thought she was moved by him, ha, he should have known earlier.

“Yes.” Mo Shuifu didn’t deny.

From the moment she got into his car tonight, she had made up this plan.

“You!” Shen Shihan raised his hand in fury.

Mo Shuifu abruptly closed her eyes, ready to bear the slap.

She knew she had sold herself.

Actually, she couldn’t forgive herself either.

But, that slap never came down. It stopped mid-air, Shen Shihan clenched his fist and silently lowered his hand.

“Mo Shuifu, do you also think I’m a joke?” Shen Shihan let out a bitter laugh.

Shen Shihan liked to play others in the palm of his hand, but now, a day had come where a woman played him.

What was this…

Tonight, he had told her so many heartfelt words, and to her, they were probably nothing but a joke.

Shen Shihan, for the first time, offered someone his true heart, and what was the result…

“Third Young Master, I won’t disturb your life anymore, pretend I never appeared. After tonight, let’s forget each other. I know, I was too greedy.”

She lowered her head and tucked her hair behind her ear.

“You want to draw a line between us just like that? Fine, then let me tell you, Mo Shuifu, you can forget about settling a debt of over one million in one night!”

Shen Shihan fumed, his fists pounding on the bed; he had never been so infuriated.

They say Shen Shihan is mature and calm, but he also has moments of losing his cool!

His chest was shaking, there was a moment when he felt a chill throughout his body.

Her words were a huge irony to him.

Mo Shuifu suddenly looked up, her brows tightly furrowed, she asked him, “Third Young Master, then how should I repay you? How many nights?”

“Mo Shuifu, do you think I, Shen Shihan, am easy to bully? You didn’t pick on someone else, you picked me?!” His voice shook with anger, his eyes emitted a blood-red chill.

Grinding his teeth, he almost wished he could devour her.

“I am sorry, Third Master Shen. I just feel I should repay what I owe. But I don’t have that much money, so… I am sorry.”

“You want to repay it, do you? Fine, come on, initiate tonight, please me. If I’m happy, I might give you some extra money; if I’m not mistaken, your mother still needs a lot of medical expenses later on, doesn’t she?”